This is my dear Lukas. It has taken me a long time to be able to tell about him.
 It's still so awful empty. He came to me with his sister Emma in the summer of 1987.
I and my niece Jenny picked them up at a boy who lived on a boat in Stockholm,
at the amusement park Gröna Lund. After that he was with me everywhere.
We moved from Stockholm to Vimmerby and then to Linköping. He never had
any problems to move into a new home as long as we were together. During his last 13 years he
 also had daddy in the family but he was okay as long as mommy was home. He took a lot
of space, my dear cat, and that makes the emptiness so much bigger. His favorite spot since
the computer came into my life was right on the computer desk. And he took a big space, he
was a big cat. The week before he should turn 17 his kidneys stopped working and I had no
choice. He didn't want to suffer anymore and I put him to sleep at August 19th 2004.
 Here is a painting made by a girl in England, just for me.